Sonnet: Crash

Those tire tracks zigzag your torso like a devils self portrait.
The car accident; a surreal dream come true, only she knew.

You bid her farewell then got in the car,
That's the last you recall.

Lights- Camera- Action the film began to play.
The review mirror makes you seem so far yet in distance; safe,
knowing this curse wouldn't come.

Exploding moment filled with horror; on the side, then in front.
The barer crunches; heels over head, tossing and turning,
wake me from this nightmare!

Rhymes with pity now, rhymes with sympathy now.
Today you gave your burden a name.
Today you gave your burden a face,
as you grief of a lost material.

Magnificent Creation

It all started with a quote by Alfred D'sousa

"Dance as though no one is watching

Love as though you've never been hurt

Sing as though no one can hear you

Live as though heaven in on earth"

This quote had me thinking about a lot of things in life & all in a short period of time. I'm talking about seconds. I'm in love with the idea of having nature all around me. Being in my own content happy ever after. The perfect life right? Too bad not everything or everyone is ever perfect, but we learn to adjust to the imperfections that may eventually make or break who we become.

I've fallen "In LOVE" before, but now I realize it was never really REAL love. It was the idea of being adored by someone. That feeling of "I LOVE YOU" and it meaning something.

Somewhere along my path in life I met this boy. Not the cutest berry on the bush, but cute enough to catch my eye.  The more I knew the more I fell down that black hole of crazy emotions. I thought I was heartless and it wouldn't amount to much. Maybe a good friendship out of the deal.

Now here I am three years later and in love with a beautiful stranger. I've never felt so many emotions of one kind about one person all at once. I get crazy butterflies in my stomach every time our lips touch. I  find myself missing his lips when he's gone. I could just stare for hours on end. He is the most magnificent creation to catch my eye. I can look into his eyes and feel forever. Get all warm inside when we lay under the covers. It's a new feeling added to so many others each day, and I want all the world to know who it is I love so clearly.

I love you not for who you are, but for who you make me. You make my dreams come true & every bad thing good in some way. You're, you and I am me. I shall love you forever Jon Ryan.

I live to dance ballet in my underwear across my living room floor and I don't care if I miss a beat, because every missed beat is caught up with my love for the dance. I'll sing you songs of happiness loud and out of key. I've trusted you with my heart and life until the end of time. You've brought a whole new paradise to my world.

<3

Milkshake

You can be anywhere when your life begins. When the future opens up in front of you. And you may not even realize it at first, but it's already happening. You meet that one somebody and suddenly your life that you thought made perfect sense turns into a milkshake, and you're opened up to a whole new world. I only want to be perfect for you. I want you to get into the deep beautiful melancholy of everything that's happened. And look me in my eyes and realize I am that one soul you've been wanting; aching for. I want to hold you forever.