What I wouldn't give to experiece just one more moment; feeling that incredible sensation of how he looked at me. I felt so alive.
I could end there & cry for a few hours dwelling on the past, but lately i've come to realization that life only happens once. If you dare to let it pass you, you're a fool.
Live free, happy & a sensational life.
You don't have to live a life like you see in the movies, or what your piers are living. Just BE there in YOURS. Breathe, take it all in, RELAX & ENJOY. Experience the experiences. Embrace the differences in the world & welcome change.
We all loose someone close to us at some point. Its bound to happen.
Cry, be sad, be happy, remember, love, move on, live because you can. Think about how jealous they are watching you live & think about how they must feel when you let your fears get in the way of living.
I'm far from an inspiration, but a lot inspires me in life. I march to the beat of my own drum. Do things a little out of order, but every day I learn, explore & conquer a fear. I've realized that theres more to loose worrying than if I actually live.
LOVE, love, love; it truly is all i need. That feeling of warmth & butterflies that fill your stomach. Oh, what a joy it is to be love & to love. I love all my friends, animals, their animals, nature & everything that surrounds me!! Whats not to love?!?!? I've been blessed with a healthy body to grace this earth with.
Bitterness eventually subsides & the heart break you feel when everything you thought you knew breaks your soul, passes in time.
Being brought into this world by two amazing people is something so incredible, selfless & beautiful. Someone cared, worked, provided & loved me. Gave me the chance to live, explore, create & build a life. I would be lost without them. & the pain that i feel when I think of them will eventually go away. They've missed out on so many grand moments in my life because of selfish acts.
For so long I thought i was the selfish one & then on my last night in my "comfort zone" they abandoned me. I would take 40minute drives to just sit in a driveway. Call phones for hours just to never get an answer. Is it because they're not proud? Or because they don't want to see me do better than they did in life?
I'll never know, but I wont be bitter. I'll face my fears, breathe & live!
Will you?
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