Valentine's Day, what to make of it but another holiday to buy pointless cards & candy we already don't need. Call me rotten, call me what you will, but the big V-Day isn't so much for me. Don't get me wrong each year I get crafty & make my lovely boy friend a heart felt Valentine...
I just don't look forward to it because for the past 4 years he just seems to "forget" about it. I don't need silly flowers, or chocolate I don't even like, but a little homemade card or poem wouldn't hurt.
Valentine's Day just gives me a reminder that my birthday is a month away & another reminded about how the man I love most in my life (besides my dad) forgets about my birthday year after year...
The first year I clearly understood. We were only together for a couple months anyway. The second year I just shrugged it off as "maybe he just didn't remember." Then that third year of the birthday came & he "forgot" about it again. I'm not too sure if its because he's really not sure about our relationship, or if he just really wants to hurt me to get me to leave him.
I always do great things for his birthdays & its not like mines hard to remember. If you can remember to go out and get drunk on St. Patricks Day, then you already remembered it was my birthday.
Enough of the depressing he forgot another year story...maybe next year will be better & he still has my birthday to get right for the first time in 4 years.
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