Wonderland...

The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had...


Can you feel that sense of rush while you are awake? When you fall in your sleep and your whole body trembles down? That craziness that just gives you so much force you ache for more, but you know that it won't happen again until you are in the force field of dreamland. It's like that Alice in Wonderland effect where you are tumbling down a hole of madness and everything that once made sense loses its way to you. It's that feeling you get as if you left your body behind somewhere and you are invincible. Nothing could ever happen, because in your dreams you are dying, living; being someone you wouldn't even recognize in a mirror. 


I believe those moments; dreams are glimpses of a parallel universe so far out of reach that occasional dreams can only connect us. Because when you wake you have that daze and confused thought in your head, but you know that everything you felt while you were dreaming was real. Just because you think it doesn't mean someone else isn't. Everyone is too afraid to speak up. So I still believe the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.