Through my veins

If I don’t live to see tomorrow, I'd know all the feelings that were rushing through your spine as your farewell came.

Five years have come and gone. Goodbye my first true love.

I see your sun shinning down today. I know everything is okay.

Goodbye long years of laughter. I’d give just to hear you say ‘I love you’ one last time.

I can picture your smile in my mind as the tears build up on my face. Where are you now? 

You’re swimming through my veins so innocently. I miss those long talks that seemed to last a lifetime.

Some days I wouldn’t make it through if it wasn’t for you.

Goodbye my favorite. Goodbye love. Goodnight breakfast at night.

I know you watch me from above. I can feel you just want the best of me. These crazy days corrupt my gentle soul.

I see your face written in the clouds. I feel your warmth all around me. I’ll forever remember that day you called just to say ‘I love you’ and that I was your angel here on earth.

The days I feel like giving up, I think of everything you called me, every moment you saved me. Where are you now? I swear I feel you swimming through every emotion.

I tremble screaming out your name. Can you hear me?

You've continued to inspire me more each day. I will never settle for anything less than I deserve. You've given me something so wonderful to hold onto forever.

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